[ he doesn't answer immediately - instead, he starts moving, rocking his hips into him and keeping his hold on him, letting his hand move from his hips to his ass again - to grope and feel him, enjoying his body, exploring as if he's never explored his own before.

But then he has to think about his answer. Is he falling back into those habits? He can't think of himself as pure and selfless as he used to be. Back then Niwa was no longer there to save, he thought he had fled. But the people of Tatarasuna still needed someone to turn off that furnace, and he was the only one who could. ]

It's —

It's not the same.

[ But isn't it? It wasn't just Yuki. He gave his parts to others, some he barely even knew, just because they were dear to someone he liked. Even though he's not selfless, he still did something so ridiculous. ]

... I wanted to help.