insomniumirae | (no subject)

[ what a question ]

... It's different.

Yuki was the first human who truly understood me. Before you arrived here there was no one else. But he can read right through me and though his experiences haven't been the same as mine, they ring similar enough.

He was the first one to tell me I deserve to be alive.

[His 'what is an important person' scale is kind of skewed.]

So you gave him your organs? He should have given you his.

He can heal, so he took care of me after. But I did take something from him too.

I don't like it.

Oh? Is that jealousy...?

Again. Your fault.

[He presses lightly on the joints of Mochi's hands where he knows more visible doll joints used to be.]

You really are trying to drag me down to your level.

[ There's a soft hum at the gesture. He wouldn't like anyone else to bring attention to where they used to be, but with Haruki, it's fine ]

I like it.

But you will just have to remind me who I belong to, mm?

You like bringing me down to your level? What a brat.

[He keeps mapping the old joint across his fingers and wrist.]

I was tempted to fuck you with your own bones, but even I can tell you are at your limit. So you'll just have to imagine it.

Edited 2023-04-14 18:51 (UTC)

[ ... Well. He's certainly imagining it, and he even lets out a short, breathless laugh - his free hand pulling him just a bit closer so he can start kissing at his jaw ]

That would have been exceedingly cruel, don't you think?

[ not that he minds that. It's obvious with the way he says it ]

Ah, but maybe I want to be the one to fuck you this time. I promised, didn't I? That I'd adore you properly.

You'd still like the idea.

[He tilts his head down for a proper, messy kiss.]

Speaking of cruel, I could be adored, but you were giving yourself away earlier. I don't want to feel second best. You will have to try very, very hard.

You're the only one I'd let fuck me with my own bones. Isn't that already something?

You know I'm greedier than that.

[Though he does seem somewhat appeased.]

Adore me, but I still want you beneath me.

That's fine to me.

[ there will be time for him to stay above him, after all. One step at a time. But for now he moves both hands to take care of Haruki's clothing that he hastily put on earlier, discarding it and then shifting to kiss his neck again, biting, clearly wanting to mark him too ]

You are my god after all. The only one I could swear allegiance to.

[He all but purrs, enjoying the bites as he dips his head close to his ear.]

I will give you purpose so you will never feel empty again.

[ he keeps with those kisses, letting out a soft hum at the words - is hands moving down his hips and then to his ass ]

Is that what you want? Then what about you? Have you found your purpose?

I am the Everlasting Lord of Arcane Wisdom, Archon of Sumeru. One who holds a supreme gnosis for which I was created for.

What more could I ever want?

[He says as he rolls his hips into his hands and turns his head to kiss him. To steal his lips, the air from his lungs, his very being if he could manage it.]

[ Would he really feel satisfied having become an Archon? He doesn't think so, and so he doubts this is really true for Haruki either. But he doesn't push it just yet - instead, he focuses on that kiss, just as needy and desperate.

He keeps his touch on him, one hand moving around to palm his crotch, heel of his palm grinding against him, while his other teases his hole - fingers just brushing against him ]

Someone to share it with, to start.

[That feels really good, and he leans back into it chasing his fingers. Until he elbows him hard where he broke his rib.]

I won't be betrayed again. Don't forget you are the exception.

[ that makes him pause for just a moment, the pain settling in but mixing in with pleasure, making him tremble and letting out a soft noise ]

I won't—

[ he shifts so he can grip him properly, starting to jerk him off as his finger pushes into him, not wasting any time and starting to prep him immediately ]

You are — very precious to me.

[Such a difficult choice, rock into his hand or ... well, he doesn't care to be prepared and with a hiss he impales himself as best as he can on his fingers.]

How precious? How far would you go for me?

[ fuck. That’s hot, and he’s going to indulge him in it - starting to fuck him with his fingers, not letting up in the slightest ]

I won’t cause harm to people I care for. But short of that … I would consider many things, just to make you happy.

You're pathetic.

[He scrambles with any of Mochi's remaining clothes as he pulls off his fingers. But this is only so he can line up with his cock and shove himself down with cry and shaking knees.]

Salamander won. You lost.

So much for the people you care about.

[ He lets out a soft grunt as he enters him, both hands moving to Haruki's hips now as he takes a few moments to adjust to that tight head - not yet moving, not without permission, knowing he would enjoy that ]

Can't you consider it — a gift from me? Snail didn't — work together. Our loss had nothing to do with me letting Yuki take me apart.

If he had been your follower ... wouldn't you have wanted to give him a gift, too?

[Mochi, why do you have to call him out on his hypocrisy?]

Is it just a gift?

I know you. I was you. You walked into that furnace with that heart in your hands. You would have given anything to save them.

Are you falling back into that habit?

[He does appreciate it a lot as he places his hand over Mochi's for a moment. And then he nods his head that he is allowed to move.]

[ he doesn't answer immediately - instead, he starts moving, rocking his hips into him and keeping his hold on him, letting his hand move from his hips to his ass again - to grope and feel him, enjoying his body, exploring as if he's never explored his own before.

But then he has to think about his answer. Is he falling back into those habits? He can't think of himself as pure and selfless as he used to be. Back then Niwa was no longer there to save, he thought he had fled. But the people of Tatarasuna still needed someone to turn off that furnace, and he was the only one who could. ]

It's —

It's not the same.

[ But isn't it? It wasn't just Yuki. He gave his parts to others, some he barely even knew, just because they were dear to someone he liked. Even though he's not selfless, he still did something so ridiculous. ]

... I wanted to help.

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